LP is my son and I´m a very proud to be his father!
HP is my daughter and I#m very proud to be her father!
My pride, my sun, my son – may god take care of you and may your way be safed by the unique power of life, love and insight. My BEST – my beautiful daughter. Exactely the same for YOU!
The following text was written in 2004, inspired by the birthday of LP. Last year he reached his 30’ies. HP is now near by.
Over 19 years ago, your mother and I decided to give some spirits the chance to change into our holy and unique world. So I started to call you with a holy spell. Although I couldn´t imagine which spirit will decide it´s way towards our earth, I told you:“ Be welcome here. Here will be a protected place for you to raise up and I will do my best to show you everything that I know. I will educate you in all the myths of life I got to know up to now. Each day up to the day you twinkeled I repeated my call to the holy universe and prayed for a good touch down. Then you were with us. Your touch down was not so easy, but you´ve been an tough guy from your first air breath you took. I thanked god when your arrival had been done and your mother and especially you yourself were in a healthy and sufficient mode after your birth.
In opposite to your birth your mother and I decided to call up another spirit. She doesn’t believe in this way, I guess. But me!
So HP came to our small family by house birth. It has been much more relaxed than in the clinic. I remember the first sight. Your head was primed by the midwife and you yawned.She is totally relaxed, said the midwife and we all laughed – even your mother. Between couch and desk your mother kneed. I will remember the whole situation forever. It was much much better than in the clinic. No stress by the doctor or the midwifes around him. Up to now I hate these surroundings. My opion: inhuman! If a human being is only a number and the doctors are in a sandwich-situation between their management and too much case-numbers they have to care in their shift works – the humanity seems to vanish slightly up to fully.
When I had you in my arms some hours later, I showed you god on our balcony. And I promised the same as to LP. You will be protected and I will take care of you in the same way as for LP. I believe in an outhuman context of life.
Nowadays I thank god for the chance to be a part of life in that way. It´s a grace to get these experiences of own children. From a concious call to the chaperone of your children. I tried to give my best and when I feel your love – what else is more important?! Nothing!